Zhao Gang, China
It
was bitterly cold this past November in Northeast China, none of the
snow that fell to the ground melted away, and many people who walked
outside were so cold that they stuffed their hands into their armpits
and walked along cautiously, bodies bent over. The other day in the
early morning the winds were blowing from the northwest, when I, my
brother-in-law and his wife and about a dozen brothers and sisters were
sitting in my home on the warm kang (a heatable brick bed). Everyone had
a copy of the Bible beside them and in their hands everyone was holding
a copy of the book Judgment Begins With the House of God. Two sisters
from The Church of Almighty God were fellowshiping on the truth
concerning God’s three stages of work. The two sisters were drawing
pictures of the three stages of work as they fellowshiped: “God’s work
for the salvation of mankind can be divided into three stages, from the
Age of Law to the Age of Grace and then to the Age of Kingdom. Each
stage of work is newer and more improved and also more profound than the
previous stage. The work done in the last days is the final stage of
work, in which God expresses words to judge and cleanse man….” We nodded
our heads as we listened, and our minds felt especially clear: Who
would’ve thought that God’s management plan for the salvation of mankind
would have so many mysteries! Besides God Himself, who else could speak
of the mysteries of these three stages of God’s work so clearly? This
truly is the work of God! We fellowshiped into the evening of the
following day, and our whole group expressed a willingness to seek out
and look into Almighty God’s work of the last days.
After this the
two sisters then fellowshiped on the truth regarding the significance
of the incarnation of God, and the rest of us were listening attentively
when all of a sudden our church leader Wang Ping showed up. When she
entered the house she pointed a harsh finger at the two sisters from The
Church of Almighty God and asked me: “What are these two doing?” I
spoke frankly: “These are Sister Zhang and Sister Mu—” But before I
could even finish speaking she said in an exasperated tone: “Who are
Sister Zhang and Sister Mu? I see that they are preachers of Eastern
Lightning, they are sheep-stealers….” After Wang Ping finished talking,
we all sat there in shock. I thought to myself: Sister Wang Ping has
almost always talked about loving others as you love yourself and loving
your enemies; why is it that today she comes in here saying such
unreasonable things? Why is she judging and condemning these two
sisters? I was thinking this over when I heard Sister Zhang calmly say
to Wang Ping: “Sister, there are no hidden intentions in us coming here
today. The Lord Jesus has already returned. We just want to spread God’s
gospel of the last days to you—” Wang Ping interrupted Sister Zhang and
yelled out: “The Lord’s return? Not even those of us who serve as
leaders know anything about the Lord’s return, so how could you know
anything about it? That is not possible! The Lord Jesus said: ‘All that ever came before me are thieves and robbers: but the sheep did not hear them’
(John 10:8). You both need to leave right now and never come back
here.” When I heard Wang Ping say this I felt disgusted inside: Usually
she always preaches well; how is it that she can be so compassionless
all of a sudden? So I asked Wang Ping: “Sister Wang, it’s late. Where
are you asking them to go? The Lord teaches us that we must love our
enemies, to say nothing of these two sisters who believe in God. If we
treat these two in this way, we would in no way resemble believers in
the Lord—” But before I could even finish what I was saying Wang Ping
anxiously grabbed the hand of my brother-in-law’s wife and said to her
and her husband: “If Zhao Gang doesn’t want these two women to leave
then let’s go. We won’t listen to them!” When she finished saying this
she furiously grabbed a hold of these two and walked out.
After
they left Sister Mu turned to us and asked: “Brothers and sisters, how
do you all feel about the scene that we just witnessed? Let’s discuss
this together!” The brothers and sisters all turned their heads toward
me, without anyone saying a word. I said frankly: “Sister, through our
readings of the word of Almighty God over these past two days, and
through listening to your fellowship, I firmly believe that Almighty
God’s words are the truth, and that Almighty God is the returned Lord Jesus. However, the things that Wang Ping said aren’t without reason.
After all, she is our leader and she has had faith in the Lord for a
long time. She is very familiar with the Bible and she has always used
her energy to run around serving the Lord. If the Lord has returned, she
ought to be the first to know.” Sister Zhang replied kindly: “People
believe that God’s return should first be known by leaders who then tell
believers about it, but is there really any kind of basis in the word
of God for this kind of thinking? Is this a fact that conforms to the
truth and to God’s work or is it not? The Lord Jesus said: ‘My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me’ (John 10:27). ‘He that has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches’
(Revelation 2:7). The Lord Jesus clearly tells us that when He comes,
He will surely utter words and express God’s voice, and that all who
hear God’s voice and then seek and accept it will welcome the Lord’s
return and be raised up before God. Did the Lord say He would enlighten
any leader when He returns? No, He didn’t. Therefore, this view that
people have simply misleads and confounds people, and if they wait for
the Lord to enlighten them in line with this statement, then they are
just waiting passively for the end to come. Let’s look at what it says
in the words of Almighty God. Almighty God said: ‘Even more
believe that whatever the new work of God, it must be substantiated by
prophecies, and that in each stage of such work, all those who follow
Him with a true heart must also be shown revelations, else that work
could not be that of God. It is already no easy task for man to come to
know God. Taken in addition to man’s absurd heart and his rebellious
nature of self-importance and conceit, then it is all the more difficult
for man to accept the new work of God. Man neither studies the new work
of God with care nor accepts it with humility; rather, man adopts an
attitude of contempt, waiting for the revelations and guidance of God.
Is this not the behavior of a man who rebels against and opposes God?
How can such men gain the approval of God?’ (‘How Can Man Who
Has Defined God in His Conceptions Receive the Revelations of God?’ in
The Word Appears in the Flesh). From God’s words we realize that, in the
matter of the coming of the Lord, if people blindly hold to their own
conceptions and imaginings and do not seek the truth or focus on hearing
God’s voice, but instead merely wait for God to enlighten them, then
they will never be able to welcome the return of the Lord. Only those
who take care to listen to God’s voice are able to welcome the
appearance of the Lord. In fact, out of the people who followed the Lord
Jesus in the Age of Grace, not one of them was enlightened by God prior
to following Jesus. They heard someone else bear witness to the Lord
Jesus, or they heard the Lord speak or give a sermon and they followed
Him only after recognizing the voice of the Lord. Although Peter gained
the enlightenment of God and knew the Lord Jesus to be Christ and to be
the Son of God, that only happened after he had followed the Lord Jesus
for a time; only after he came to have some knowledge of the Lord from
His words and work did he gain the enlightenment and illumination of the
Holy Spirit—this is a fact. Now in the last days, the incarnate
Almighty God expresses the truth, and does the work of judging,
purifying and saving mankind. Many people accept and follow Almighty
God, but there is not one among them who gained the enlightenment of God
prior to following Him. God is righteous and He certainly does not
favor anyone. God approves kind-hearted people who thirst to seek out
the truth. It’s just as the Lord Jesus said: ‘Blessed are they
which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be
filled. … Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God’ (Matthew 5:6, 8). Almighty God also said: ‘God
seeks those who long for Him to appear. He seeks those who are able to
hear His words, those who have not forgotten His commission and offer up
their heart and body to Him. He seeks those who are as obedient as
babes before Him, and do not resist Him’ (‘God Presides Over
the Fate of All Mankind’ in The Word Appears in the Flesh). This allows
us to see that so long as man loves the truth and thirsts for the truth,
regardless of whether or not he has any status, regardless of how much
he knows about the Bible, God will enlighten and guide him. He will
allow him to listen to His voice and witness His appearance. If those
who serve as leaders think that God must first give revelation to them
when He returns, then this shows that they do not have any understanding
of the work of God, they do not know God’s righteous disposition. It
also shows that they are very arrogant. Just as it is said in the word
of Almighty God: ‘And so I say that those who “clearly see” God
and His work are ineffectual, they are all arrogant and ignorant. Man
should not define the work of God; moreover, man cannot define the work
of God. In the eyes of God, man is smaller than an ant, so how can man
fathom God’s work? Those who are constantly saying, “God does not work
in this or that way” or “God is like this or that”—are they not all
arrogant?’ (Preface to The Word Appears in the Flesh). God’s
almightiness and wisdom are deep and immeasurable. People are just
little creatures. Their minds, their thoughts are finite. How could they
be able to fathom the work of the Creator? So, as we wait for the Lord
to return we ought to keep reverence for God in our hearts and search
and investigate carefully. We ought not to use our own conceptions and
imaginations to confine God and judge God according to our wishes, for
this will offend God’s disposition, and it will also ruin one’s own
chances of receiving salvation.”
After hearing God’s word I
understood that we are so insignificant in the presence of God. We are
even smaller than ants, and furthermore we have been corrupted by Satan
to the point that we are full of corrupt disposition of arrogance and
self-conceitedness. We love to always rely on our imaginations and
conceptions to confine God. Whenever God’s work does not conform to our
conceptions we even deny God, condemn God and resist God. Apparently if
man does not understand the truth and does not have a single speck of
reverence for God in his heart, it is possible for him to do whatever he
wants. It’s very dangerous! This made me remember that the Lord Jesus
once said: “I thank you, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
because you have hid these things from the wise and prudent, and have
revealed them to babes. Even so, Father: for so it seemed good in your
sight” (Matthew 11:25-26). It wasn’t until today that I saw
that this really is how things are! The revelation of God’s word and
Sister Zhang’s fellowship allowed me to recognize that this idea that
“leaders ought to be the first ones to receive revelation when the Lord
returns” is false and absurd, it simply does not conform to the truth,
and it’s absolutely the conception and imagination of man. In reality,
only those who thirst for the truth and seek the voice of God will have
the opportunity to receive God’s work and His guidance and be brought
before God. This gave me a new understanding of God’s fairness and
righteousness. Thanks be to God!
Early in the morning on the
following day, after Sister Zhang and Sister Mu had left, my fellow
Brother Guan who is higher up than me in our church came to me and
asked: “Brother Zhao, I heard that you all believe in Eastern Lightning?” I told him solemnly: “Yes, I accept Almighty God’s work in
the last days, because through the words of Almighty God I have come to
understand many truths that I previously didn’t understand, such as the
mysteries of His three stages of work and the significance of the
incarnation of God. I see that the words of Almighty God are ‘what the Spirit says to the churches’
as prophesied in the Book of Revelation.” Brother Guan glanced over at
me and said: “Brother Zhao, are you really going to follow what these
people believe? Do you know what kind of people they are?” I said: “I
see that their humanity is great and that they fellowship about the
truth very clearly. Everything they discuss has to do with the truths of
God’s work. I truly have gained a lot these past two days.” Brother
Guan said to me angrily: “How can you be so stubborn? Hebrews 6:6-8 tell
us: ‘If they shall fall away, to renew them again to repentance; seeing
they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an
open shame. For the earth which drinks in the rain that comes oft on it,
and brings forth herbs meet for them by whom it is dressed, receives
blessing from God: But that which bears thorns and briers is rejected,
and is near to cursing; whose end is to be burned.’ You are a preacher,
you enjoy so much of the Lord’s grace, but not only are you not leading
brothers and sisters to believe in the Lord, rather you are leading them
to depart the church. Could it be that you are not afraid of being
punished? If you do not turn around you might lose the Lord’s
protection, and you will not be able to wish for the good days of old.
Your previous sicknesses will recur, and your two children will not have
good jobs….”
After brother Guan left I felt a little nervous, and
I thought to myself: The things he said seem to have some reason to
them, so what should I do just in case my faith in Almighty God causes
me to lose the Lord’s grace? When I thought about this I felt my heart
grow weak, so I hurriedly got down on my knees and prayed to God:
“Almighty God! Brother Guan’s words have made me weak. God! Are the
things he said actually true or not? I really don’t know what to do
now….” As I was praying to God my wife came back, and I told her about
what had just happened. After hearing this she said nervously: “Is that
really what he said?” I nodded my head, and my wife said worriedly: “He
has been a major leader who has believed in the Lord for many years, and
he’s very familiar with the Bible. I feel that he would not tell lies.
If it’s really going to be like what he says then what should we do?” At
this time I suddenly thought of the truth of God’s three stages of work
that Sister Zhang and Sister Mu had fellowshiped about: God’s work for
the salvation of mankind is divided into three stages, but all three
stages of work are carried out by one God. As I thought about this it
suddenly became clear to me, and I blurted out to my wife: “I know that
what Brother Guan said doesn’t seem right. He said that by accepting
God’s work in the last days we are leaving the way of the Lord and
betraying the Lord Jesus, but the words of Almighty God that we have
been reading these few days are truly God’s voice. Almighty God is the
returned Lord Jesus. By following Almighty God we are actually following
the footsteps of the Lamb. We are the ones who are the wise virgins.
Why would the Lord punish us? …” We were in the middle of discussing
this when Sister Zhang and Sister Mu came in …
My wife told the
sisters what Brother Guan had said to us when he came to our house, and
Sister Zhang asked me how I felt about this whole thing. So I told the
sisters about the weakness that I was feeling and about the knowledge
that I had just come across. Sister Zhang smiled, saying: “Thanks be to
God! This is such a pure understanding, this is God’s enlightenment and
leading!” My wife asked, confused, “Since we haven’t made any missteps,
why is Brother Guan saying those things? He is a major leader who has
believed in the Lord for many years!” I looked at my wife and said:
“Hey, he just wants us to come back to our former church!” Sister Zhang
smiled, saying: “Right now all that we are looking at is their outward
appearance, but we haven’t looked into the substance of their nature!
The Lord Jesus once said: ‘But woe to you, scribes and
Pharisees, hypocrites! for you shut up the kingdom of heaven against
men: for you neither go in yourselves, neither suffer you them that are
entering to go in’ (Matthew 23:13). ‘Woe to you,
scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for you are like to white washed
sepulchers, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full
of dead men’s bones, and of all uncleanness’ (Matthew 23:27).
If you look at someone from their outward appearance, then the Pharisees
were very loyal in their service to God. In people’s minds the
Pharisees were devout servants to God, and they were the most
trustworthy of religious leaders. However, when the Lord Jesus came to
carry out His work, the God-resisting nature of the Pharisees was
revealed. It was these Pharisees who frantically resisted and condemned
the work of the Lord Jesus. They fabricated all kinds of rumors and bore
false witness to deceive the common people: They said that the Lord
Jesus was deceiving all under heaven, that He cast out demons through
Beelzebub, the prince of the demons. And once the Lord Jesus was
resurrected three days after being nailed to the cross, they bribed
soldiers to spread rumors about the Lord Jesus’ body being stolen away
by His disciples. The Pharisees fabricated all kinds of lies and used
all the tricks at their disposal to block people from seeking out and
inspecting the true way. Their goal was to suppress the work of God so
that they could forever hold dominion over God’s chosen people. Although
they appeared devout on the outside, in essence they hated the truth
and were antichrists who stood as enemies to God. The Lord Jesus said
when He exposed and condemned them: ‘You serpents, you generation of vipers, how can you escape the damnation of hell?’
(Matthew 23:33). So now think about it. Are these religious leaders of
today any different from the Pharisees?” As I took this in, the sisters
found a passage of Almighty God’s word for me to read: “Those
who read the Bible in grand churches recite the Bible every day, yet not
one understands the purpose of God’s work. Not one is able to know God;
moreover, not one is in accord with the heart of God. They are all
worthless, vile men, each standing on high to teach God. Though they
brandish the name of God, they willfully oppose Him. Though they label
themselves believers of God, they are ones who eat the flesh and drink
the blood of man. All such men are devils who devour the soul of man,
demons who purposefully disturb those who try to step onto the right
path, and stumbling blocks that impede the path of those who seek God.
Though they are of ‘robust flesh,’ how are their followers to know that
they are antichrists who lead man in opposition to God? How are they to
know that they are living devils who specially seek souls to devour?”
(“All Who Do Not Know God Are Those Who Oppose God” in The Word Appears
in the Flesh). The sisters gave me a detailed fellowship according to
these words of God, dissecting all the actions of religious leaders
along with the substance of their nature, until finally I came to
realize that by persistently disturbing and obstructing us from
believing in Almighty God and even threatening and menacing us, the
leaders were not in order to protect us, rather, they did this so that
they could hold dominion over God’s chosen people, so that we could
treat them as if they were God, worshiping and enshrining them. So
actually, they are just like the Pharisees. They all are antichrists who
hate the truth and resist God. God has come to save us, but they think
up every possible method to stop us from accepting God’s work and to
stop us from reading God’s words. Isn’t this the same as them pulling us
down into hell? They truly are so malicious! If it weren’t for Almighty
God’s words revealing the substance of how these people resist God and
fight with God over man, then I would have nearly fallen for their
tricks, ruining my own chance of receiving salvation. At this time my
wife said in astonishment: “As it turns out they were here to do harm to
us! Humph! These people really won’t finish until they drag us down
into hell! I will no longer believe what they say.”
As we took this in Sister Mu read us another passage of God’s word: “In
every step of work that God does within people, externally it appears
to be interactions between people, as if born of human arrangements, or
from human interference. But behind the scenes, every step of work, and
everything that happens, is a wager made by Satan before God, and
requires people to stand firm in their testimony to God. Take when Job
was tried, for example: Behind the scenes, Satan was making a bet with
God, and what happened to Job was the deeds of men, and the interference
of men. Behind every step that God does in you is Satan’s wager with
God—behind it all is a battle” (“Only Loving God Is Truly
Believing in God” in The Word Appears in the Flesh). Then Sister Zhang
started fellowshiping: “Through God’s words we can see that whatever
happens to us, although from the outside it may appear to be done by
man, in reality it is Satan behind the scenes making a wager with God.
It’s just like when Job was tempted by Satan. His wife asked him to
abandon Jehovah, but he could see through Satan’s trickery. He relied on
his faith in God to stand testimony for Him, and Job reprimanded his
wife for being an ignorant and stubborn woman. Job’s experiences inform
us that for everyone that God wants to save, Satan will always
frantically tempt and disturb them and pull out all the tricks at its
disposal to attack them so that they will forsake God and betray God,
ultimately losing their opportunity to attain salvation. Since Satan
wants to forever control us, and devour man, it is unwilling to allow
man to attain God’s salvation!” Sister Mu also fellowshiped: “It’s true.
Satan has time and again used leaders to attack us and threaten us,
with the goal of making us deny God and betray God, and abandon the true
way. This is the trickery of Satan. We must be able to clearly see this
fight that is going on in the spiritual world!” After listening to the
fellowship of these two sisters, I mulled things over for a while, and
then said: “So Satan is making a wager with God, and it is through the
things that leaders say that Satan attacks our weak points, and it wants
us to abandon the true way and leave God because of our cowardliness!
This Satan truly is treacherous!” Then my wife also said: “This Satan is
so repulsive! If we didn’t listen to God’s words and your fellowship,
then how could we have known about Satan’s schemes?” I said with
delight: “Now that I understand these things, we need to rely on God to
break through Satan’s tight encirclement, stand witness for God, and
shame Satan by our practical actions!” Sister Zhang then happily said:
“Brother, sister, from now on let’s come together and fellowship about
the word of God. Only in this way can we equip ourselves with more of
the truth so that we can someday soon be certain about God’s work in the
last days. When we lay down a foundation in the true way, Satan will
not dare to disturb us!” I said: “Okay! If you are able to come
fellowship with us often that would be even better.” Sister Mu smiled,
saying: “Then that’s what we’ll do.”
Early in the morning a few
days later I got out of bed and looked out the window to see that there
had been a big snowfall, and I started subconsciously rubbing my hands.
Then, I put on a wool cap and cotton gloves and went into the courtyard
to sweep the snow. When I finished I went back inside. I opened the top
of the stove and stoke up the fire while my wife was tidying up the
house. At this time my wife’s older brother and his wife came in, and as
soon as my sister-in-law came in she said in an anxious voice: “Leader
Wang and Mr. Guan came here and told you so many things. How could you
not listen to them? They specifically asked us to come here today to try
to persuade you once again. Do not believe Eastern Lightning. It is our
leaders who take responsibility for our lives!” After hearing her say
this, I firmly stated: “If they truly take responsibility for our lives,
then they ought to lead us in an investigation of Almighty God’s work
in the last days, and welcome the Lord’s return!” My wife then said
bluntly: “What have they done for us that’s good? They fear that if we
all believe in Almighty God then there will be no one left to listen to
them.” My sister-in-law became somewhat irritated upon hearing this and
said: “How can you both say such things? They haven’t asked you to do
anything else. Don’t they just want you to return to the church? Listen
to me. Based on the relationship between our two families how can I ruin
you?” My wife’s brother continued: “Think about how I’ve treated you
over the years. Do you know how much we’ve paid for you? Do you really
have the heart to separate yourselves from us? Do you not feel guilty?”
After hearing the two of them say these things I felt very upset, and I
thought to myself: They really have helped us a lot, and now they see
that we are insisting on following Almighty God. Surely they feel deeply
hurt, but what can be done? It’s impossible to ask me to abandon the
true way and to betray God, for I know that Almighty God is the returned
Lord Jesus. But if I insist on believing in Almighty God, then what
will they think of me? Will they say that I am an ungrateful person? At
this moment I felt upset and swayed in my heart. I prayed to God in
silence, asking Him to give me a way out. Suddenly, I thought about
these words of God: “You should know that everything that happens to you is a great trial and the time when God needs you to bear testimony”
(“Only Loving God Is Truly Believing in God” in The Word Appears in the
Flesh). Then I thought back on the words of fellowship that Sister
Zhang and Sister Mu gave me a few days before: Everything that happens
to you touches upon the fight that is being waged in the spiritual
world, that Satan is making a wager with God. Today my wife’s brother
and my sister-in-law tried to use our kinship to urge us to betray God
and return to their religion, but this is one of Satan’s tricks. If I
were to betray God in order to protect my interpersonal feelings then
that would truly be ungrateful and unconscientious. If I don’t want to
let my brother-in-law down then I should share with him God’s gospel of
the last days so that he too will have an opportunity to receive
salvation. This is the only way to show the compassion that I ought to
possess. As I thought about this my mind felt clear, and I said:
“Brother, sister-in-law, I know that you two have been good to me, and
it’s because of this that I need to tell you that Almighty God really is
the returned Lord Jesus. Only by following Almighty God’s work in the
last days will we be able to attain God’s salvation! Otherwise, our
faith in the Lord all these years will have been in vain, and we will
obtain nothing! Here, let me read to you a passage of God’s word, and
after hearing it you will know whether or not these words are the truth,
are God’s utterances.” I picked up the book of the word of God and was
just about to start reading from it when my sister-in-law stood up and
said unhappily: “We came here today to try to persuade you, but instead
of changing your minds, you even try to spread this gospel to us, but we
will not listen to you.” After saying this she grabbed her husband and
walked out in anger.
I followed them out into the courtyard until I
got to the entryway, but I saw that they had already walked far off.
Feeling helpless, I stood there shaking my head. It was at this time
that I saw that the weather had cleared up, and that a warm light was
shining upon a pine tree outside of the courtyard. The snow that had
accumulated on the pine tree started to melt, as if at that very moment
the tree had just gone through a baptism. In contrast to the
snow-covered ground, the straight and tall tree appeared especially
verdant. I felt very happy, as if I were the same as the pine tree and
had also experienced the baptism of wind and snow, growing from the
nourishment of the sunshine. I knew that it was God’s words that had led
me to break through the tight encirclement and stand witness for Him.
Thanks be to God! All glory be to Almighty God!
from How I Turned Back to Almighty God
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